Gd Nite

yea! after completing missions and objectives for the night, i'm almost done. my brain is half stoned and i drove a tad rushed just now, since everyone was eager to hit the home run plate and Zzzzzz away!! now i'm seriously contemplating.

such confusion and agony and wretched disdain over the complexities of....... choosing whether to cook indo mee or sleep without it. HAHA!


a bit malas lar. but i think after a shower i'd be tempted again. i. need. that. exercise. regime.


a few things in my random memory banks nowadays.
i need to be prayed up and prepared for the moment.
but that's nothing new. what's new is... i totally randomly imagined myself with dyed hair, rock styled and electric guitar wielding. but maybe what i really need is to live with my refound confidence and tenacity for life.

with that new strength and new found balance of course ;)



time to wash up, check out with God and check in to bed!