Trying, Remembering

ugh i can't keep to the ten days after all.
what an utter lack of discipline :P
really, Jesus was right, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.
makan-ed at char chan teng (which service has sadly deteriorated..)
n went with the guys at the new blitz.
slippery slope?

today was the first night of the Beloved Easter drama. and i think it went ok, which means tmr it will be even better since everyone will be eager to give it one last shot :) my closest friends wished me happy birthday, and for that i was glad- duh i'll remember you =P while most focused on the task at hand, which was also mine. He died so we could live!

so what does a quarter of a century beg to answer?
quarter life crisis anyone? but i seem to be free from the pain of most 25's. and inflicted with one of the most common. the pain most feel... is perhaps the dying of dreams and the crashcourse of reality taking hold of their lives. (i had my share, but it just doesn't seem so tragic now.)

the common pain? where do i go? why? what do i bring along? and who do i bring along or go with? things i don't usually ask myself on a common day since its either work at hand or rest the mind. i feel younger than 24. mayhaps its a unique trust, that's the source of my peace beyond my understanding.

oh wells, i'll never know.
soon i'll ride out into the winds without a care again.
erm... what time is it again Lord?
do remind the forgetful child :)