glimpse..

unbelievable.
it only lasted less than 10mins.
these glimpses are almost as cruel as they are intriguing.

trials to overcome,
challenges to face,
and lunch to decide on.

hmmmm :)

o.O

我不知道我的草稿怎么会消失了!!!
好麻烦..

等候

can't say i'm tired, since i haven't been on active duty for quite a while.
still. its the weird feeling that goes, there is something more than this :)

Hermeneutics. Exegesis. Critical examination.
i think i'm gonna miss the interesting course :/

Friends, Lovers or Nothing

Friends, Lovers or Nothing-
we'll never be anything in between, so give it up~

John Mayer

sometimes you just gotta feel some emotion.
just the little boy that sits on the ledge,
talking to his father.
in a conversation no one else can hear.

proverbs 27

¹⁵ A quarrelsome wife is like
a constant dripping on a rainy day;

¹⁶ restraining her is like restraining the wind
or grasping oil with the hand.

^!

¹⁷ As iron sharpens iron,
so one man sharpens another.

¹⁸ He who tends a fig tree will eat its fruit,
and he who looks after his master will be honored.

²³ Be sure you know the condition of your flocks,
give careful attention to your herds;

²⁴ for riches do not endure forever,
and a crown is not secure for all generations.

Trying, Remembering

ugh i can't keep to the ten days after all.
what an utter lack of discipline :P
really, Jesus was right, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.
makan-ed at char chan teng (which service has sadly deteriorated..)
n went with the guys at the new blitz.
slippery slope?

today was the first night of the Beloved Easter drama. and i think it went ok, which means tmr it will be even better since everyone will be eager to give it one last shot :) my closest friends wished me happy birthday, and for that i was glad- duh i'll remember you =P while most focused on the task at hand, which was also mine. He died so we could live!

so what does a quarter of a century beg to answer?
quarter life crisis anyone? but i seem to be free from the pain of most 25's. and inflicted with one of the most common. the pain most feel... is perhaps the dying of dreams and the crashcourse of reality taking hold of their lives. (i had my share, but it just doesn't seem so tragic now.)

the common pain? where do i go? why? what do i bring along? and who do i bring along or go with? things i don't usually ask myself on a common day since its either work at hand or rest the mind. i feel younger than 24. mayhaps its a unique trust, that's the source of my peace beyond my understanding.

oh wells, i'll never know.
soon i'll ride out into the winds without a care again.
erm... what time is it again Lord?
do remind the forgetful child :)

do you?

Do you know This Man?

ze old com.

reformatting, the stuff of restarts.
now i wonder if installing updates will cause everything to fall apart.
such is the caution of old age.
baby steps.
till i can let you go again :)