everything is just quiet now. the single glow that illuminates the inside of the hall begins to wane. the whir of the fan at speed 3 and the light breeze through the balcony steadies the temperature to a cooling doze.

the indie music i just randomly tried dies into an end. it was nice, its just that, after a long day, sleep was nicer. my fingers go on a little while more as my eyelids fall halfway down the shutters to dim the single nightlight even more.

i'm typing even without looking now.
and i know that the light will fade.
and the darkness will fall.
now.

drama

enjoyed YC's rendition of Shout of the King today- they did it quite well i think :) i listened through cold plagued ears and sniffing, but it was all good.

the day continued on with our full dress rehearsal for the Easter Drama, which we ironed out details and worked on the specifics to make the flow better. after 2 days of physical exertion (which includes tired muscles and a paintball 'bruise') my last role seems challenging enough after all that- but its probably the one that is the most fun (:

easter. it would have been 6 years to the baptism date.
when i pledged and took that step. it was the beginning of all things challenging.
yet it has led me to where i am today.

such drama.

"... you were right. and i know that Life is greater than Death..
but Love was more than either.."

shout!

on note:
James 1:12, Isaiah 59:2, Psalm 32, Psalm 66:18.

run the race, and knowing that sin can block our communication and fellowship with God.
beware thee the danger of compromise..


shout of the King!

i give you praise because you deserve it
i give you praise as the battle rages
shout! Oh the King is among us, God is here, in our praises!

ownage

Spirytus- 96%?

threw it all away

yep, i just threw 320k in texas hold em.
a few blinks.

oh wells, now i don't have to bother with it anymore (:
onwards and upwards.

those loading screens.

For after all what is man in nature? A nothing in relation to infinity, all in relation to nothing, a central point between nothing and all and infinitely far from understanding either. -Blaise Pascal

what are we, without God?
ever thought of that?
both these guys just put it into perspective for some.

^{Isaiah 55:9}
As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.


haha and that's my between lessons reading in the resource room. will probably have another session in the evening after class and before heading back to PJ for practice. what a long long day. God you keep me going :)

idea lapse.

2 am and the rain ain't falling.
here i am, at the crossroads once again.
i'm telling you i'm so confused,
just can't make up my mind.

...well, only work can save, try again or walk away...

(that's a backstreet boy song pun by the way)


GAH. why can't i start when i don't have a 100% picture of what is to be done?? such frustration. the perfectionist surfaces at the wrong times. and the procrastinator is pulling all the strings.


back to work.

such promises

in the moments of uncertainty, sometimes we become afraid to act. sometimes i just choose to do other things. it will be the time to face up to it. there is a time for everything under the sun.

in thought..

i'll forever be too poor to pay back my Lord
but He promised me a future rich and true,
imperfect, limited, powerless, vulnerable.
yet protected, blessed, heard and loved.

King, Saviour, Brother.
which of you has a Lord like that?
declare it with pride!



crown Him now with many crowns,
He reigns victorious,
High and lifted up,
Jesus, Son of God,
Darling of Heaven,
Crucified,
Worthy is the Lamb.

Worthy is the lamb :)

PX!!

and while i was writing the ever slow and laggy oasis site changed without me even knowing it. i've had a peaceful enough weekend and a day, but my heart went into a mini overdrive as i sought to confirm my much uncertain status.

and there it was! PX! (not DX ahh.) wooooohooooo! means, i did enough. and the rest was settled. thank you Lord. favour much much.

now, onwards to more and more work.
and the lame lan exam i can't take.

it ain't over till its over man!